careless

So me and my so have been ttc for 6 months now and it's been super hard for me, well I went to the dr. and he told me I suffer from depression and etc. and he doesn't want to put me on any prescriptions due to the fact that I'm ttc. Well recently I've been very emotional, I cry for everything. Well my SO has been getting mad at me for crying, well today he asked me why I keep crying, I tell him "because I keep getting my period " as in no baby coming. Well he got mad at me and blames me and my depression, says that I need to stop crying and being emotional. like really this is when I need him the most, I need to be held and loved but no I just get pushed to the side. He doesn't understand why I want a baby so bad. No one does. idk what to do anymore, I just wanna give up. on everything.