Vent...

Today I went through the sudden realization that maybe my marriage just isn't meant to be. Last night, after 7 months of unsuccessfully TTC, my husband told me he doesn't want another child. I am shattered to say the least. Things went downhill the last few months because I have started standing up for myself and now it's like he can't stand it, he goes out of his way to prove me wrong... I thought maybe things would come right with time and then it started getting better but then he dropped this bomb last night... Today it feels like I am dead inside... I just don't know anymore