Mind and it's cruel tricks !

The mind can really trick you into feeling something especially when you want it so BAD! So Suddenly your breast hurts and are sore  , you convince yourself that you are nauseous all the time and constipated . You Check your cervix and it's suddenly high and when af is expected it's supposed to be low so you get excited . Your cervical mucus is creamy and supposed to be a good sign for pregnancy and just when you think everything is good .......... af shows her nasty face and your whole world comes crumbling down ... AGAIN 
For this  cycle I am just going to let go , stop stressing and let it flow because that's exactly when things happen .