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I’m so upset. I love all 3 my baby boys. But I want a daughter SI bad! My husband don’t want anymore kids at all and he said he wants me to get a abortion if I got pregnant again.. but he did say it’s my choice if I chose to keep the baby. And I would keep it but every pregnancy I had he never really got excited about having our kids like I was. And I don’t want him to not be happy if I got pregnant again. Am I selfish? I’m not trying but if it happened I want him to be happy in ways to. I mean I would be scared and stressed. But I would be so happy about it. I just want a daughter so bad. I swore I was fine after my last son but now I’m wanting to take that back lol. Idk guess just venting