help?:/

I just got ditched by this guy I really liked and I don’t really care that much because I didn’t really know him that well but the whole situation has just made me feel super dull and depressed again. I’ve got important exams coming up but I don’t have any motivation to do any work for them which is bad I know, I’m not being lazy I just cannot bring myself to do anything productive as I don’t really see any point. I recently started smoking more bc I substitute a cigarette for a meal throw up anything I eat. I feel a relapse coming on and just could not think of a worse time for this all to be happening