Wish I could leave

I’m so miserable in this relationship, he’s abusive & controlling. Before anyone says just leave, it’s easier said than done. I’m on unpaid maternity leave so I don’t have any income. I cannot go to family or friends house because they either live out of state or have their own messed up living situation. What hurts me the most is him yelling at me & throwing me down Infront if my 2 week old daughter. I know she doesn’t know what’s going on but the thought of her possibly dealing with this as an adult crushes me. He took my iPhone & threw it at the wall twice so now it’s all cracked. He tells me to get out but that’d because he knows I have nowhere to go. I don’t want this for my daughter, I don’t want her to grow up in a toxic environment or to see daddy hurting mommy. I try to fight back but he overpowers me. I’m just so hurt it’s gotten to this Point & he’s the typical abuser, the type who blames me for his actions. I can’t wait to go back to work to save & try to get me & my baby out of here but I know it’ll be awhile before that happens😢 he’s great to her & I know he’ll never hurt her but he doesn’t even care about fighting me with her in his arms or if she’s in my arms. We live in an apartment, I sleep in the bedroom he sleeps on the couch. I breastfeed my daughter so soon as I’m done & she falls asleep he comes & takes her from me & it makes me so mad because sometimes I want her to sleep in here & hold her because she makes me feel better.