Here I have been sitting on the toilet, reading new updates and catching up on everything else while getting to composure to take a pregnancy test. Take the test and guess what...

another freaking negative! Not one negative but 2 of those jerks! Not that I thought I had a chance anyways with bding once last ovulation time but I'm telling you I want to

. I gave up a couple months ago as it simply isn't going to happen for me. Yet here I am again hoping beyond hope. Guess I am going to invest in dolls or something. So tired of trying/not trying.