He’s leaving next week. He’s almost 6 months old. I’m upset on his behalf I’m the only mom he knows. I picked him up from the hospital and brought him home I’m the one that’s been loving on him and making him feel safe, he knows me as his mom. His birth mom doesn’t come to many visits, I am the only mother he’s ever known and I feel like when he leaves he’ll think I’m abandoning him, he’s a baby he doesn’t understand that what the court says goes. I feel so terribly for him I can feel my heart physically breaking in two.