My heart 💔

I found out 2 days before my birthday I was pregnant ( March 19 ) the 26th I started spotting. The 30th I miscarried.. my heart hurts I felt empty and confused. I have chosen to take April off from trying. May I will go to see my doctor and go from there. I’m not going to give up. I don’t believe that god hasn’t blessed me with a baby because he doesn’t want to, people who don’t deserve babies get blessed with one all the time. So I refuse to believe it when someone says other wise. I am going to grow from this one way or another.