Me and my husband have only been trying for about 4 months (I know that’s not long),

And I already get depressed seeing that one pink line, dreading that cramping pain that leads to my period. I cry when my period starts already or even when I start feeling the pain that leads up to it... I see so many women on here who have been trying for years and here I am complaining after only 4 months. I’ve been trying with Pre Seed, fertility tea and have continuously take pre natal vitamins, my last period even started two weeks early. I want this baby more than anything, I pray every morning and night about this baby. I don’t know how all you lovely women keep your spirits up in these times.