I can’t even....

It angers me so much that I’ve been trying for 3 years to have my second child. This week was supposed to be my fertile window and as soon as I got to work ( in my white uniform) I started my period 😡😩😒.....

UPDATE:::::

I just went back and looked, my last cycle (1st day of period til day before the next period) was 61 days. The time before that, 89!!! 89 fucking days between periods. And that’s not even guaranteeing I’m ovulating.... sorry for so much ranting... I’m just aggravated