What do these look like to you?edited

So my husband has had these rashes and what look like needle marks for a while now definitely a couple of months every time he starts itching then touches me I feel like I was given something my chest hurst I get dry mouth and anxiety goes way up(I could go weeks without having anxiety) I swear he’s been acting like he is on something I wanna cry I’m over this I have no proof other than this but I swear he’s been doing something to me because he has always told me it wouldn’t be hard to prove I’m unfit as a mother meanwhile I’m a great mother I do everything for my children even my husband before I take care of myself.

I’ve suspected him of being on drugs for a while not and when I tell him to go to dr he tells me I’m crazy and need help but if he wasn’t on anything wouldn’t he be willing to go to dr. I’ve been with him for 6+years and he never had anything like this before