Ranting

I just have to get this off my chest I got no one to talk to so I’m putting it on here. Sorry if it makes anyone mad.... so me and my bf of almost 3 years just had are first baby and he never wants to be around me or the baby. He spends more time on the phone with his friends and playing Xbox (which he never did before baby). He will change maybe one super a day and won’t hold his son ever. He gets mad at me if I ask him to keep an eye on are son so I can go to the bathroom. I just feel like I’m a single parent and it makes it so hard. The only thang that keeps me going is the love for my baby boy. I can’t even yell at him because I don’t want to fight with the baby around. But I get so mad specially at night when he rolls over and yells shut up to are son when I’m trying to feed or change him. Makes it hard to breastfeed when I’m so worked up and makes me sad that I can’t do that for my baby. Again sorry just needed some where to rant.