Emotional Mess

I’m 5w+4d and I have my first appointment with my PCP on Monday and I am terrified that the test won’t come back positive.

I still feel pregnant—sore boobs, bloating, cravings, emotional roller coaster.

But I am constantly in fear that this won’t stick. I think it’s because we tried for 18 months and I want this more than anything.

Does anyone have any suggestions on how to calm myself down?!