my husband and I have been together 7 years and married for 5.

we just decided a few months ago to start ttc and have not gotten our bfp yet.

af is showing early signs of arrival and I've counted my out this cycle and down about it.

my husband is not the best at expressing his feelings or understanding my feelings during this process. he means well, and I love him to death. his way of trying to cheer me up today was that come next cycle he's gonna "whip me up a big strong batch of baby batter and give it to me" LMFO.

it did make me laugh when he could tell I was down.

if I knew getting pregnant was as hard as it actually was when I was a teenager.. I probably could have saved a lot of money on plan b and pregnancy tests. I seriously just thought as long as you planned it right, it was going to happen. They made it seem so easy back in middle and high school in health class. lol.

very frustrating and exhausting. ttc can really take a toll on you emotionally. holy crap!