Going through a break up right now and my heart hurts.

Funny thing is I already thought the relationship was over but I was just holding on waiting, hoping.

Honestly only reason was because I just didn’t want to be alone for the rest of my life. Don’t get me wrong. A guy doesn’t bring me happiness but it feels good to be able to share how your day went and be able to cry on someone’s shoulder and going to sleep and waking up to that same someone. I just did not want to have to start all over again. I don’t want to have to give someone else the opportunity to break my heart again.

Although I just knew it was over already, it still doesn’t hurt any less. Positive and encouraging words would be lovely right now.

💔💔💔