38+4... struggling

Due May 2nd, still working at a job who barely lets me put my feet up and drink water... so over it. Starting to get depressed because I hate feeling helpless but pissed off at the same time because no one seems to care how much pain I’m in. Over the past week, I’ve noticed more swelling in my ankles and hands, pain in my pubic and hip bone, and sooo tired. I’m trying to keep working until at least my due date but I’m seriously struggling and just want to be home to relax before baby gets here. However, I don’t want to stop working too soon due to the possibility of him being late.

I wish he would just come out... he’s SO low and I keep getting Braxton Hicks (although last night they felt like regular contractions). Sorry for the long, venting post....