TWW and waiting patiently

I am currently 5dpo. Going insane by not trying to symptom spot anything. Trying to chart my bbt for the first time this cycle. M on my 1st cycle of clomid as well. Only bought ONE upt strip for this cycle as i am trying not to let me go crazy by POAS too early. (Been doing that for the last 2 cycles) Will i cave in soon? I don’t know. I hope i can make it till at least 10dpo to test.🤞🏻🤞🏻

*UPDATE

Af showed up today. I am pretty devastated. Hopefully this cycle is going to be a miracle. 🤞🏻