Waiting

So my last dr visit was about 2 wks ago.... So the next one was a month from then!!!!! 😭😭😭😭 I’m dying over here. When I go back hopefully I can see the gender even thou we having a reveal party Friday.... Then I ordered a Doppler for times like this when I wanna hear my baby but we playing this longgggggg waiting game lol. I’m 17 wks tom, I have been having my flutters but I don’t fully have bump but it’s coming!!!!!! Any other ladies have a Doppler and if so how do u like it? Is wat u expected??