😭😩broken hearted

Another lost cycle, same story, dreams and hopes, and then tears. I m the one saying to keep positive and keep trying, but deep inside I don't believe it. It's never my turn, the signs I believe to get are just deceptions... I cheated myself again, and I m really tired of it.

Sometimes I feel like I m being punished for some reason, but I can't figure out what, as I suffered a lot already.. and I don't get why my husband needs to suffer like this with me.. sorry ladies I m really disappointed 😔