I WANT THIS BADDDDD!

Hey Ladies. So I'm late 10 days for my period. That's what we want right??? well I'm a little discouraged and sad because I've taken 5 pregnancy test and they have come back negative. I went to the doctor today and she wanted me to take a blood test since the urine sample came back negative. I'm trying sooo hard not to get my hopes up but its soooo hard. I want this soooooo bad. I wont get results from blood test until Tuesday and I'm driving myself crazy. I dont wana go into depress mode so I need to pour my feelings out here. Have any of you ladies experienced this ??