Feeling weird

Emma • married, mommy of two angel babies👼🏻👼🏻TTC
My D&C went well (missed miscarriage at 11w), I'm bleeding but nothing hurts. And I feel very wired: I'm not crying (I couldn't stop for 2 data), I'm not even numb, I just feel different. I will always love and remember my little angel but I don't feel guilty anymore. At least now. Maybe that's anesthesia talking.