Feeling down...

In 2 days I would have been in my last trimester. I can’t describe how much I wish I still had my little one. That I was preparing for they’re arrival. Time is just flying by and I just feel meh. Meh is the only word I can really use. I keep seeing pregnancy announcements and beautiful babies and just have this insane sense of loss. It’s been 4 months and I conceived my little one in 2. Now in the middle of the 2 week wait to see if AF arrives. Not expecting replies just needed a safe space to rant... 💕