Just scared

Me and my husband have been trying for a baby for over 6 years. I feel like our time is coming. I’ve read up on lot of stuff and am now more educated. I’ve gone and got herbal teas and meds. I’ve gotten preseed. Just about everything you can think of to have a viable pregnancy this time around and try to avoid a fertility clinic. But there’s still this thought in the back of my head that tells me what if all this is money waisted and why does it have to me that has to go to a fertility doctor. Just doesn’t seem fair. The thought makes me feel so hopeless and scared. Thanks for listening to me vent. Baby dust and prayers for all who is struggling like I am