Confidence

Hi guys,

Lately I wanted to lose weight and I tried to go on various diets a couple times but I can't stay motivated till I reach my weight goal

I don't feel confident and worthy and I know that it's wrong

But I'm body shaming and I am not myself anymore

It's been a really long time that I'm feeling this way and I can't take it anymore

I hate that I don't have enough confidence and self esteem and I always feel like shit

What should I do to go on with my diets?

(Btw sorry for my poor English)