First day back to work tomorrow!

I am going back to work tomorrow! I haven’t been there since 2/23/18. After giving birth to my stillborn little baby girl Landyn Angel Mckay 👼🏽on 2/26/18. Then having a stroke and multiple seizures five days later it’s time to try it out again. I’m very anxious and excited at the same time. I pray I don’t have a panic attack and have to take a pill, I already take enough of them just to keep me stable. I feel like everything is brand new all over again. I started to feel like going outside gave me panic attacks. I think I’m over come that. Pray for me!!