Overweight and pregnant

Being overweight and pregnant takes away from a lot of things. Like already having a gut so you really can’t see the changes in your body, like “showing” before actually showing. By looking more pregnant than you really are. Ughhh I’m like 90% gut and 10% baby. And I’m only one day shy of 12wks and I look like I’m 6m pregnant already 😢 in the morning I have my small little gut but when I eat or bloat I’m a huge whale 😢💔 looking at others bumps makes me a little jealous too wishing I can experience the little tiny bump like others. During the heart monitoring at my appt I had to pick up my fat so she can find the heart beat 🤦🏻‍♀️ I hope I’m not the only one not feeling all too pretty and glow like