I need help.

I am almost 11 weeks pregnant. this baby was conceived after my first period after a missed miscarriage and d&c.; I am married to my husband. We recently celebrated 1 year of marriage and being together 8 years this month. I feel no connection to the life growing inside me. I am so worried that my emotional state is harming the baby. I was on anxiety medication (cymbalta) for about a year before stopping it after stopping birth control before becoming pregnant the first time. My anxiety/depression with this pregnancy is through the roof. when I was pregnant before miscarrying, I was over the moon excited about being pregnant and having our first baby. now, it seems like it's the last thing I want. I cry almost daily wanting to not be pregnant anymore.. I haven't talked to my husband about it because it would break his heart knowing how I feel because he's so excited. what do I do? do I talk to my doctor about this? my next appointment is Tuesday.. I don't know if I just didn't have enough tome to heal emotionally after miscarrying or what.