Just a vent... (Maybe TMI)

Lindsay • Just a small town girl with big dreams and hopefully a little one soon :)
My boyfriend and I have been trying to figure out how to deal with my increased sex drive... So we have been postponing sex for a few days, then having sex.. And so on.
But today, I refused to give him a bj. Because I can't stomach it. Literally. 
We had no kids. It was just the two of us... And instead of trying to have sex... He goes in the bathroom and takes care of himself.
I can't help but be upset about it. Because I was here! I was ready to help him.. But just not the way he wanted. Which frustrates me and makes me feel like I'm not good enough, I guess? I don't know. I just know that I'm fighting tears... 
😔