When everyone talks about let down and their babies are drowning in the milk, you alone not able to fulfill your baby’s basic needs. You can’t afford to buy formula . Why I’m not able to produce as many mothers are producing. I’m eating well and drinking water a lot. But, there’s a pain and not able to produce more to even feed the baby one time. I bought a box of nursing pads and now I don’t even produce half. How am I going to feed my baby with bm when I go back to school where everyone else store for a year. It’s not jealousy, it’s frustrating. Breastfeeding is painful and tried all possible ways.I feel guilty giving him formula and I blame myself for being such a useless mother. I wish I could give a mother is supposed to give for their baby.