My head is in a mess at the moment, it's been 38 days since my last period! I'm not completely regular but it usually comes every 28 to 31 days, before this the longest between has been 34 days.

Sounds like a good position to be in when your trying for a baby right?!

The problem is we didn't try this month!!

I've recently found out that there are some abnormalities with my ovaries/fallopian tubes, which could be cysts (best case scenario). The doctor advised us to keep trying but as we were on a family holiday in a caravan during my suspected ovulation week, we gave this month a miss. I also thought it would be good for stress levels and nice to have a period without the feeling of disappointment. Instead, I have the feeling of disappointment that it hasn't come, as well as fear and anxiety. One moment I think I might be pregnant anyway and then I think perhaps I'm going through early menopause.

I'm not really looking for a solution here - I just wanted to vent. I'm also hoping that my posting that I'll 'jinx' things and my period will come to spite me - "Haha you posted that for no reason." 🤣

You probably won't hear me saying this next month but for this month ... pray my period comes soon!!