Infertility

I am struggling with infertility at the moment. So my question is do you think we should or yoi should be more open about your struggles. I keep a hell of a lot of the pain to myself, crying alone or at night when my husband is asleep next to me. I havent told any of my friends because of my own embarassment because I know through tests I am the one with something wrong and I am the reason why we cant get treatments. I am a rather private person but it seems a bit taboo from where I am from should it be more publicised/accepted. I am not sayong big billboards but spoken about/treated differently. I know I may not have said this correctly, is it taboo where you are from?