Husband seems uninterested

Angellica • 07/26/2016 👼🏻 12/21/2019 👼🏻

So we have been ttc for 4 years now, I have pcos which makes it increasingly difficult. For the last 5 months every time I mention anything about babies he like shuts down. We lost our son at 19weeks and it hit us both hard, but that was almost 5 years ago. I was on Facebook scrolling thru and found one of those top 20 baby names of 2018 and I just asked if he liked any of them and he was just like yea. He was kinda like whatever, but when I say anything about it he flips it like I dont want you to get your hopes up and I dont want you to get your feelings hurt if it doesn't work out. I just want him to act like he use to when he would pick out names and get excited. Also it's not like we aren't getting help I go back the 30th of this month for more fertility treatments. He just seems so disinterested and that hurts more I think. On top of all that my mom haven't been supportive like normal. I am losing weight 21 pounds so far, but instead of being like good job. She talks about how this girl she works out with has lost 30 and is doing amazing like??? it's a 9 pound difference Maybe I'm just emotional because AF came to visit, but I feel like there is no support anymore.