8 months have never felt so LONG

And every negative test is such a let down.

I’ve ALWAYS had irregular periods, but i didn’t think it would be this hard to ttc with irregular cycles 😓 I’m feeling so discouraged.. months with no period, constantly throwing up every morning. (Even this morning) so i said fuck it I’m gonna test.. after not testing for almost a month, everything I’ve been feeling told me this was the time!!!! Just because of how I’ve been feeling and I’ve never felt like this before and i still feel so different but still another negative test 😰 someone give me advice on how to regulate my cycles/ways to conceive with irregular periods; taking all advice i can get