***** trigger warning possibly************************** Hi okay so my ex best friends husband raped me in June 2017 and I fell pregnate, and I know have a son who is 11 weeks 1 day. and I love him to peices but I am struggling mentally because as much as I am told he looks like me all I can see his father's features. I just didn't really expect to have all this random emotions, as I thought I had like dealt with the rape it's self and how it effected me but im not so sure that I can fully recover mentally this time. pic is included for cuteness. I just m emotionally all over the place