Decided

I've decided not to get my hopes up anymore, every month I beat myself up so upset just wanting a double line or plus sign. It's becoming more apparent that it'll happen when it happens, AF came today which broke my heart, I have a gyno appointment tomorrow and all I'm gonna do is insure it's not anything internally stopping me and I'll just go natural. It's almost harder reading all these posts and all these pregnant ladies when it doesn't happen to you. I guess there's a right time for everything but not this month, I'll just continue my log and prenatal a and hopefull nature will take its course....