college isn’t for me :/ boyfriend is making me go tho ....

im 23 years old, i had a major in Nursing to be a labor and delivery nurse because that’s my dream job but it’s taking forever and i’m failing all my classes :/ my generals is taking forever ! Im getting C’s on almost every subject //: . i been telling my boyfriend i don’t wanna go to college anymore and he keeps telling me to stay but i don’t think i want to anymore. He’s holding things against me too like our relationship , we been together for 3 years now. And he doesn’t want to marry me or have kids with me :/ i work at a school right now and thinking to just be a teachers aide all my life .. It’s not stressful anyways . i really don’t know anymore i wish college was easier and free but i’m not good at it and don’t wanna continue going anymore ,im already too old anyways i want to start settling down