not feeling it

this pregnancy has been so difficult. awful morning sickness, terrible headaches, high blood pressure and extreme exhaustion. this is the biggest i’ve ever been in my life and that was before i even got pregnant. i’m struggling so bad with my body image. with my 2 year old i took weekly bump pics and loved every minute of my pregnancy and with this one it’s been tough. i finally took my first bump pic today at 18 weeks and i looked at myself and just wanted to cry. don’t get me wrong, i’m beyond grateful and excited to be bringing our baby into this world and i know i shouldn’t complain. i just wish i could convince myself to enjoy what’s left of this journey as it will be my last.