I guess this is a depressing rant


I deal with major depression and anxiety so basically PTSD and it’s kind of sad honestly and mentally and emotionally draining to be honest. I also have those restless nights, the horrific breaks downs, and let’s not forget the suicidal thoughts. Oddly to say I’m sort of obsessed with death (i just want to be happy in paradise).Oh too make it even better the medications make me feel like a zombie 😩. I know I’m not alone but at the same time i do feel alone when it’s all dark i just want to see the light but I’m drowning.