Hello ladies! Ive never posted before but have found the comments on this page a huge support over the last year or two. I just want to post some encouragement for those who feel a little hopeless about TTC or completely terrified after having a miscarriage. Both of which I’ve gone through.

I lost my angel baby in January of 2017 when I went for my 12 week scan there was no heartbeat. To say we were devastated doesn’t even begin to scratch the surface of the pain and heartbreak of the following months. But eventually we were ready to try again and we were lucky enough to conceive again in August of 2017. At first I pretended to myself that I wasn’t pregnant because facing the fear of another miscarriage was almost too much but gradually week after week I came to realise that this little one was different. Eventually at 39 weeks I had to have a c section and our beautiful baby girl came into the world and changed it forever. As I sit here and look at her now I wanted to share my story to give hope to someone else out there that no matter how hard it is keep trying - it’s worth every tear, every scream of frustration, every moment of doubt and sadness. Don’t give up and good luck to everyone 😊