Overwhelming rant...

Sometimes TTC gets too overwhelming. We have been trying since the end of January and had two miscarriages. I have had terriable doctors I feel as though my husband does not understand. I get emotional and he doesn't get it he thinks I should just be over it. You feel so alone during this time Because no one really know about it and those who do do not understand. I really like my new doctor but she told me to wait 2 months to try again. My husband and I have waited to get in a good spot financially and for me to get my masters and I am tired of waiting! We waited two months the last time and it didn't work and this miscarriage was only a week along so I don't think it's necessary but also feel as though I'm betraying my doctor if I go against what she says... What to do?!