Back in 2012 I had to get an abortion .. I didn’t want to do it but due to my Circumstances there’s no way I could

Of had the baby , my asshole ex boyfriend at the time wanted nothing to do with it (although he was all for raising someone else’s child) , my mother was dying of cancer and I was on this medicine that could cause birth defects , everything was weighing against me . It’s now 7 years later and I’m still so sad about it . I still have the ultrasound picture and can’t seem to throw it away . Even though I never met the baby , he/she changed me life forever. I always wonder if Im ever going to forget about it and get over it ?