TTC & Husbands

Ashton • 👩🏻🧔🏽👼🏽 👶🏻 || Total Thyroidectomy || Benign Pituitary Tumor

Sometimes I feel like my husband and I are on different pages. Then when we talk about it, we both want to try. He made that ultimate decision. I told him I should be ovulating soon and he’s like oh that’s great. Then when we do the deed, near the end he’s asking me where I want it. Which made me feel like we weren’t and I told him to do whatever he wants and he ended up pulling out. It took everything in me not to just cry because every time I think we are on the same page, we aren’t. I don’t want to strong arm him but sometimes I just want to scream and ask him if he knows what has to happen to make a baby. Feels like a mind game sometimes. 😭