Postpartum body.

How is everyone handling their postpartum body? I had my baby 8 weeks ago and I'm back down to the weight I was before I had him but my stomach is flabby and filled with stretch marks to my sides, I look kind of square, plus I'm EBF and my boobs don't look as good as they used to which I expected. I just thought I'd feel better about it than I do. I SO wanted to be like the women who are so proud of what they just did and so proud of the body they got from it but I'm not, my SO will try to take my shirt off or my bra off but I don't let him because I hate how everything looks now and he doesn't really get it. I'm not sure what to do or how to accept it but it really has me down recently.