Friends that disappear ...

Don’t get me wrong. I knew that once I will have a child life would change forever. But it’s really upsetting that since having my boy (15 Months ) I feel like all my friends are mia. I had really bad postpartum depression that I am still dealing with. I remember when I was the no kids friend I would always try to take my friend with kids out and I would watch their kids and now since I have mine it’s radio silence. Everyone is too busy and they barely return my text. If from time to time they offer to meet me it’s almost like they on purpose offer I time that they know I can’t make it. ( I work full time so sometimes my friend would text me to go to a water park with her on a Tuesday. She booked a room hotel with two other friends that are stay at home mom so if I want I can book a room by myself. Which obviously I can’t take off work in the middle of the week. If I don’t call they will never reach out to me. I’m just so sad because I feel like I am all alone now ;(