Me again

Ugh why is it I can't say the word 'baby' bc he doesn't want any but yet I have to hear tidbit facts about pregnancy or what percentage of European babies are conceived on a Sleep Number bed to him gushing that his sister is pregnant with #3.... he knows how I feel I'm desperate for his child (would be my forth his first)

Is he teasing me just like how he ignores my warnings on ovulation days ... I'm desperate for answers but he doesn't want to talk about it?!?!?