Afraid to have hope...4w6d pregnant after MC

Jenna • Mom to Ayva, 4yrs old, and my 2 angel babies

I had a mmc in Feb, and a D&C; March 1st. At my dr’s recommendation I waited at least 1 cycle before ttc. We conceived on the second cycle and my projected due date is Jan 13th. My first reaction was terror mixed with a little excitement. Now I’m afraid to get attached just to be crushed at my 8 week confirmation appointment in June. How do you ladies cope with pregnancy after MC? It sucks wanting to be excited, but I just can’t right now.