Mother’s Day Weekend and Sadness

Anyone else kinda feeling down about Mother’s Day weekend? I love my mom, stepmom and mother in law and grandmas but TTC is so hard and it is hard I feel like it’s a knife to the chest like haha you still aren’t pregnant... I got my period today and was so hopeful... on to cycle 7... I think I decided to ditch the stress of OPKs this cycle and enjoy my husband even tho we still have to schedule sex kinda with our work schedules but hoping this is more enjoyable of a cycle and maybe it will work!