TTC and no luck

The hubby and I have been trying since early August to have a baby

We stopped trying thinking it would help.. We are just enjoying life now, and our new puppy.

But then a close friend of mine posts on fb that her and her bf of only 8 months is 3 months pregnant and I have been an emotional wreck all day. I’m so jealous of her. I’m happy but also kind of resentful.

Anyone else having these kinds of issues?

I can’t help but feel that maybe God doesn’t want me to be the mommy I so desperately want to be 😭