This is my first Mother's Day after my chemical pregnancy in February. I have unexpected mixed feelings. In the past I have been super sad at Mother's Day because I felt like I would never have a baby even though I wanted one so bad. Now that I have a stable, extremely supportive relationship I feel more hopeful about that. But at the same time I feel sad that the baby I lost will never be here. I know it was no one's fault and I was on BC at the time so there was no way I could have saved the baby. I don't have any other babies but the angel. So in a way I want to celebrate that one...or I guess memorialize that one. I don't know...any thoughts about how I should feel about Mother's Day this year?